í've lied once,i've lied twice && im living in a world full of lies ..Suuuupps,

As you know today i've to attend course.woke up at 7 & get started to do my homework.
reach school at 9.struggling to open up my sleepy eyes.Zzzzz ...-.-things were goin beyond my expectation actually.ntg FUN about attending tat course instead me & syamimi were his main target to each of his question given.Tkder org laen perh nk tny ! suwei uhhh ! wat we've to do is to do lead climbing.its was such a torturing for me.basically i was the lead climber. then at one point my legs & arms were totally cramp gilerrr .so ask Dania(lead belayer) to slack the rope for me.thought of giving up! then came in the coach and insist me to continue climbing till the top !
so i try hard enough to climb but my strenght is gettin weaker.if you were in my shoes all you can think of is GIVING UP .. & yeah, i HATE people forcing me to do things beyond my limits.kalo org tknk tu jng nk pakse uhh.tk phm perh ---------! so for the whole session i was in terribly frustrated with the coach.was'nt having any FUN at all.Today was such a nuisance day for me.thumbs DOWN i should say.As for tomorrow im not gonna to attend tat course.who-cares about the lvl-2 certificate.i dont mind givin it to others .go home & saw the ''guys'' at the street soccer courts.okehhhh tats all.
im tired & need a full rest for the next day ! Haiyoooo -.-

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